somewhere on the pavement
between breathing and dead
and now we're halfway to a waypoint
not the one in my head
it wasn't like in thoughtless wandering
where you weren't here
I hate myself when I'm sober too
if I'm honest
You fumble for a cigarette like it's the first you ever had
it tastes funny doesn't bring me back to corduroy and plaid
and thats an anecdote you'll never get
my humors not my best
when I've been drinking in the morning
scrape the worries from my chest
brings me back to the summer of '14
and memories I'm afraid of
stoned out of your mind
in your car
and stone cold in your mind
mind you i'd never run far
if i had read between your lies
and I'm hiding in the corner
of my childhood best friends bedroom
and the weighted walls are shrinking
cause the weight of you won't give room
I will grieve until i'm tired
and I'll drink until i'm plastered
my ex-boyfriend fucking hates me
cause what kills me does it faster
:/
*Was just a fan when I wrote this: The most depressing songs are the most uplifting and vice versa. Rex's voice is warm and serves as much an instrument as any in this chaotic masterpiece. Matt Falkowski
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